beautiful life~

how i use my brain

2007-02-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

Elodea, you are Balanced-brained

That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.

When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.

While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.

The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

after xm!!!~

2006-11-27T10:44:00.000+08:00

18th november habis xm..trus g nilai (azmir bro's wedding day) then from nilai,we ol straight away g rawang...follow ayam g open house umah kakak ofis die..ngn dyana n am.smp kolej about 10 pm celeb8 bufday dyana..(happy belated birthday!!!) hehe...on 23rd ikut along a.k.a dk, azmir,faqris,n dyana g mandi sg.congkak..hahaha..best?ok la..xla best sgt sbb x ramai yg pegi since yg lain2 keje n kaii???die g ice-sk8ing ngn adik2nye..x ajak plak tu!huh!!sedey btol...xpe2..then @nite we ol g nonton "the red kebaya" kat ou.memandangkn si kaii g kuar n balik lambat,ktorg yg menumpang dlm kete carol g amik die kt stesen lrt kerinchi..actually ktorg nk nonton kul 9.50pm nye tp oleh sbb kaii terlambat so terpaksa la tgk midnite nye @12.10am..huhu..dlm perjalanan kaii teruk kene marah ngn ktorg yg naik kete carol.haha..sorry kaii..smp je kt sane..dh beli tiket,then cari tempat makan plak..dh lpas pkul 10.00 mane ade kedai yg bukak lagi..pusing 1 ou pun xkn jmp le fastfood yg bukak so terpkase la alas perut ngn puff yg dijual dihadapan GSC OU..huhu..dlm kelaparan yang amat sgt,ktorg pun dgn slambernye g duduk kt bridge nak ke carpark dpn kaunter GSC sambil makan puff yang dibeli dgn harga RM4.90 beli 2 percuma 1.huhuhu...pastu sbb wani ngn kaii makan bersepah kene marah ngn carol (bajet nk jadi bapak yg marah anak2 nye yg nakal la tuh :P) huhu..pastu g pusing2..snap few pics..bintang bling2 ye kaii???gmbr sape shoot lagi cantekk?bos ke aku?hahaha...then,dh agak2 bosan merepek2 pastu about 12am ktorg pun masuk la panggung.kaii n me jd org 1st yg masuk panggung..waahh best ah!pilih seat yg paling tengah...xlame lpas tu cte pun start..n u know wut??yg tgk cte tu 12 org je...haha ktorg je 10 org..me, kaii, carol a.k.a abg angkat(sebut je la name die walaupn die x pun sebut name aku..huhu), nono, along a.k.a dk, danny-kun, masaru-san, faqris *wink2* ahaks!, dyana n syorre...n ade couple blakang ktorg..dh tgk cte red kebaya even though cte tuh layaknye tajuk "ayah & ibu" atau lebih layaknye "sahabat karibku yang telah lama tak jumpa"...huhu...lpas tgk movie ktorg pun pegi mapley utk membalas dendam!!!hehe...makan nasi lemak 2 bungkus ngn teh tarik!hahaha..pastu kene marah lagi sbb konon2nye nak xtra sambal tp x tahan pedas..huhu..
on saturday,november 25 plak me,liza,kaii je yg tinggal..makan kat gerai 4th yg disayangi..huhu...then a1 pn join n x lame pastu carol (die lagi...sigh*) n imran pn join ktorg...makan2, borak2, gelak2 pastu ajak aza-ii g makan kerang bakar kt kerinchi...jalan kaki!!hehe..perjalanan yg sungguh m'bahagiakan itu mengambil masa lebih kurang 45 minit...mlm tu je ktorg mkn 2kg kerang bakar dikongsi oleh 7 org! hahahaha!!! makan kerang bakar sambil mesyuarat lawatan sambil bersukaria ke c.h yg di pengerusi oleh carol (die nih lagi....!), kaii selaku su 1, me as su 2, imran selaku bendahari n aza-ii selaku pen.pengarah unit makan&minum... hahaha..lpas abis meeting,dengan malas nye ktorg b'jln kaki balik 4th..hehehe..nk ikut 'shortcut' la konon..masuk ikut masjid..then...jeng..jeng..jeng..aku telah mengalami suatu peristiwa yg x mungkin dpt dilupakan...hehehe..misteri masjid ar-rahman..huhu..(len kali jgn kuar tgh2 mlm jln kaki) perjalanan yg mengambil masa lebih sejam tuh akhirnya tamat di dewan santapan bestari..di situ kami melepaskan penat lelah sambil sambung borak2 lagi dgn tambahan sorg lagi ahli mesyuarat ie benq-ii..heee =D
erm..so far tu je la mende2 yg best2 leh aku cte..ade yg x t'cerita tu maapla ek...private&confidential..hahaha!!get prepared for seminar 2morrow..huhu...till next time!choww! daa-uhh~

hOhOhO..baLik kaMpunG!!!!

2006-10-17T11:41:00.000+08:00

yeehaa!!!!finally siap gak assgmnt aku yang cm ntah ape2 tuh!td dh submit ms klas tp....huaaa..aku nyer paling nipis!!!xpe la..aku dh mls nk pk!sok mlm balik umah!hmm..lpas nih xm plak..huhu..x de holiday la nmpknye!lpas xm projek plak...huwaaaa!!!sabaq2...dh nk abis dh sume nih..nnt dh grad dh leh rehat lama2 pastu br nk cr keje! :P

to ol my frens yg x smpt nk bukak pose same2, mintak maaf bnyk2 ek!!n to ol frens,lecturer (esp lecturer yg slalu kene umpat dek aku), lecturemates, group mates, ro0mates...mintak ampun maaf...zahir & batin! selamat hari raya..berhati-hati di jln raya...jgn lupa nnt bw kuih raya!!!hehehehe :P

stay...~

2006-10-13T06:31:00.000+08:00

what am i doing ryte now?...huhu...i'm staying awake for d whole nite semata-mata nk siapkan report fieldwork forest insects ecology...huhu...tension nyer!!!!sume skali ade 33 tables tu x termasuk map,bearing n coordinates,observation of insects...arghh!!!!pening gle kpala!
huhu..dis is my 1st time rs wat assgnment mcm wat thesis.rasa wat thesis pun tak se susah wat assgmnt nih...aku x tau la ape yg lecturer aku nk..hr tuh dh ade assgnmnt skali...suruh wat literature review regarding diz course la.pastu ada test lagik...pastu ada fieldwork lagik...and ade report lagik...she should give us more than we do!ktorg wat assgnmnt nih + fieldwork just dpt 25% je...i think we deserve 40% for diz fieldwork+assgnmnt!!!...damn!susah gle...i thought i'm learning something about forest insects tp byk blaja pasal mangrove insects!jem kpale otak dah nih...rasa cm nk scan pastu nk tunjuk kt sume org table yg ktorg kne wat.byk gle...last friday..(bout 2 weeks ago)..dlm sejarah idup aku..lab 6 jam tanpa henti!sume pasal nk kre insects nye index la...huhu...arghhh!!!!cpt2 la abis...azab btul nk tunggu abis mende nih...hr nih aku berjaya siapkn baru 8 tables out of 33.haaa.juz imagine how i'm going to finish it...rasa cm nk t'cabut tengkuk pun ade dok ngadap laptop (thanx liza) nih, n cam nk juling mata pun ade nk kene belek satu2 jadual nih...huhu....sorry if ade yg terasa...handwriting sape nh buruk gle...oitt sape yg counter check group C???buruk gle tulisan!aku x leh bc la!!!..juling mata tau!huhuhu...
erm..puas hati aku!xdpt jerit kuat2 pun at least dpt jerit dlm blog nih.kay la...nk g solat subuh n tdo!!!zzZZZzzzz....~

I should learn Japanesse???

2006-10-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

yeah...maybe i should learn japanesse..although i've already learn a lil bit of arabic..hahaha..neway,i got "teacher" wat..hafizaru! can ah?

stop "bangau"ing!!!

2006-10-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

Having a lot of fun at "Get That Job!" worksyop today...hahah..Rizal,the speaker mmg klaka hbs..learn a lot of things!..Every moment is a CHOICE and every choice is MY choice!...yup!dats rite!i choose to be who i am now..i choose to be who i am!i am the pilot of the journey of my life!dats it!!..i know what i want to be and i have to do what i want to do so i can be what i want to be!yeah..dats it!
i thought bengkel2 cmni just teach us how to write a resume,how to write an application letter and so on but actually it teach is everything to do with applying a job and how to get that job!!!whoaa...mmg menarik sgt la!..hendak seribu daya...kalu x hendak mem"bangau" la nama nye..cte pasal bangau nih plak...what means by stop "bangau"ing..instead of give reasons in everything we cant do,y dont we find a way to do what we can't do.giving a reason in every problem we faced is "bangau"ing the problem!no problem,no fun and every problem start with Me!coz its ME who makes the choice!!!

What Color Flower Am I?

2006-10-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

You Are a Purple Flower

A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance.
At times, you are faithful like a violet.
And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria.
And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac.

What Do People Envy About Me?

2006-10-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!
People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

what's ur love life secret??

2006-10-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

My Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

a miRacLe's tOucH....

2006-10-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

hoho...today's a very bored day...huhu..erm..today,i don't have any lecture or lab so mmg boring sgt...smbil pk2 idea nk wat report tgk blog jap...huhu..tetiba je blogskin x kuar...uwaaa!!!!rasa cm nk nangis..secret of eden didn't appear at all...then,luckily rumate ku pulang dr kelas.
setelah die usik2 sket then my blog kembali spt asal..heee =),that's d miracle's touch yg dimaksudkn...hehe.mmg cm sedey sgt if kne tukar balik template...malas plak nk renovate page..chewahh.pg nih cm blur sket...dont have any idea nk merepek ape lg kt dlm blog nih...kay la,till then!Liza!!!aku dh penuhi permintaan ko nih!nnt kte same2 mencari blogskin cantik2 lg ek!!!=)

fRieNds....~

2006-10-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

have u heard about a friend inneed is a friend indeed..??i'm sure all of us heard bout it since we were in primary schools ryte?..my first friend...i could not remember exactly but he is my own brother...i still remember when i'm about 4 years old,he was the one who always play with me,cherish me,and at that moment he's everything to me...but now,we r on our own way...
i make friends with many people...if nk sebut nama sorg2 mmg pnuh la blog nih...even though ms skolah dlu i'm a quiet person,..but i've so many friends...maybe salah satu faktor die coz slalu tukar kelas kot...huhu...neway,x rugi pe...ramai kawan...till now,kt UM pun byk kawan..byk kawan,byk musuh...ye ke?depends la kn...how much we appreciate our friends...
i've heard bout a back-stabbing friend..hoho...luckily,i dun have any like that...my teacher said,that's the price...nothing F.O.C in this world..even friendship pun ada price gak....hurm...i've been hurt sometimes but i hope not that bad....
for all my beloved friends out there...i LOVE u all so MUCH! more than i can say! =)

is it written in the stars....?

2006-10-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

Recently,...my rumate suddenly gone mad about oldies songs...it was happen when i'm watching "windstruck" a very nice,lovely,touching korean movie...huhu...sape yg x nangis tgk cte tu!!=P OST cte tuh termasukla lagu "Stay" by Maurice William & Zodiac..
erm...me?now i juz want to listen to yesterday-the beetles and written in the stars-elton john & leann rimes.hoho...seems like aku pun dh terpengaruh dh...???xde la..juz want to have something different.lgpun lately so many things happen and i couldn't carried 'em nymore...throw everythings away!!!live free...and easy...!

wRiTTen in tHe sTarS....

I am here to tell you we can never meet again
Simple really, isn't it, a word or two and then
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when
You think of me or speak of me or wonder what befell
The someone you once loved so long ago so well

Never wonder what i'll feel as living shuffles by
You don't have to ask me and i need not reply
Every moment of my life from now until i die
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand

Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time

Is this God's experiment
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day

Nothing can be altered, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no anyplace to hide
You are all i'll ever want, but this i am denied
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts, i wish i'd never learned
What it is to be in love and have that love returned

~bReaKaWay....^

2006-09-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

"i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly...
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky...
make wish,take a chance,make a change and breakaway....
out of the darkness and into the sun...
i won't forget all the one that i love...
take a risk,take a chance,make a change...and breakaway..."

its not because i luv all kelly's songs but this is the song that keep resound in my head...haha...

Pengganti Zen...????

2006-09-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

20th Sept yg lpas my friends n i pegi tgk teater kt Panggung Bandaraya tajuk Pengganti Zen.actually x plan pun nk pegi tgk teater tu coz mcm xde kwn yg same2 minat teater...i luv theatres!!! =) haha...even though x byk sgt pun theaters yg i dah tgk (so far baru tgk Teh Tarik,satu teater yg x best kt neg 9,Tart Nenas n d latest Pengganti Zen) tp aku mmg suke gle la teater...wutever pun depends gk on d story and performers and also mood i masa tu.if mood xbest,xbest gk la teater tuh.actually,i think la...dlm teater ni,d most important element besides jln cerita is performer tu sendiri...dey all mmg byk m'pengaruhi audience la.how dey really into d story tuh mmg penting...face expression,movement,voice mmg sgt penting!pengkritik teater jgn marah i k coz diz is just my point of view...i yg x la pandai sgt bab2 teater nih tp in most panggung yg i masuk...penonton paling suka pelakon yg pandai bawa watak sendiri.x semestinya pelakon utama yg penonton suke....mcm gak dlm cerita pengganti zen yg i tgk baru2 nih....most of d audience suke sgt ngn watak Taro (dlm cite ni,Taro adalah org gaji kpd Tuan Ukyo).Even Taro juz watak sampingan je tp penonton paling suke die la..maybe sbb die slalu blakon kot.one of my friend said dat he's an actor...so,x heran la of die pandai blakon.erm..btw let me tell u a lil' bit of d synopsis cte nih...

Pengganti Zen nih mengisahkan percubaan Tuan Ukyo untuk lari daripada isterinya Pn Tamanoi yg selalu sgt kongkong die nih.One day Tuan Ukyo nk berjmpa ngan kekasih lamanya, Hanako so,Tuan Ukyo pun tipu la isterinya dgn mengatakan bhw die hendak melaksanakan meditasi *Zen (iaitu duduk bertafakur sepanjang malam dengan kepala dilitupi jubah) di kuil keluarga mereka.Setelah berjaya pujuk isterinya,die pun panggil la Taro,org gajinya untuk menggantikan tempatnya sementara die pegi jumpa ngan Hanako.Penipuan Ukyo berjaya dibongkar oleh isterinya lalu beliau menghalau Taro dan m'ambil alih tempat Taro di sebalik jubah.Bile Ukyo pulang ke rumah,dalam keadaan mabuk cinta,die pun menceritakan pengalaman indah bersama Hanako kepada isterinya yang disangka orang gajinya,Taro.Pada mulanya,Tamanoi enggan membuka jubah walaupun disuruh oleh Ukyo,namun akhirnya jubah tersebut berjaya ditarik oleh Ukyo dan yang muncul adalah isterinya,Tamanoi.Ukyo cuba melepaskan diri tetapi dia dikejar oleh isterinya....

Kelemahan cerita nih bleh nampak jugak la ble barisan korus tidak memainkn peranan yg baik bila dey all gagal mengikut arahan drp pemuzik...so,ada satu part tuh barisan korus nih....ckp x sama la...cm berterabur sket.walaupun sket je tp obvious sgt la.walau bagaimanapun,penggunaan barisan korus nih agak menarik coz sikit sebanyak menyingkatkan jalan cerita n x buatkan penonton rasa bosan ngan cerita yg panjang dan meleret-leret.

*zen = meditasi yang membawa maksud renungan, tenang dan aman ataupun menumpu perhatian

~beautiful diSaSter...^

2006-09-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

the trouble with love is...

2006-09-21T06:40:00.000+08:00

oooh....it's a BeaUtiFuL LiFe...~

2006-09-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

You can do what you want just seize the day

What you're doing tomorrow's gonna come your way

Don't you ever consider givin' up,

you will find,

ooohIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooI just wanna be here beside you

And stay until the break of dawn

Take a walk in the park when you feel down

There's so many things there that's gonna lift you up

See the nature in bloom a laughing child

Such a dream,

ooohIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooI just wanna be here beside you

I just wanna be here beside you

and stay until the break of dawn

You're looking for somewhere to belong

You're standing all alone for someone

to guide you on your way

Now and ForeverIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooIt's a beautiful life,

oh oh oooI just wanna be anybody

Living in different ways

It's a beautiful life

I'm gonna take you to a place

I've never beenbefore oh yeah

It's a beautiful life

I'm gonna take you in my arms

and fly away with you tonight

It's a beautiful life,

ooohIt's a beautiful life,

oooh It's a beautiful life,

ooohIt's a beautiful life...

2006-09-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

My Japanese Name Is...

Rinako Askikaga

2006-09-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

2006-09-12T10:59:00.001+08:00

life is beautiful....actually it's not always beautiful at all ryte?...what life really means to me...?hurm...everyone has own perception about life...me too!=) iluvmy life very much!since i was born until now...experience dat i gain more or less wud teach me lot what life is about...what goes around comes around...n what goes up must come down...so am i.i've been very proud of my life n i've been very depressed of my life...y?that's the life's rules!my friend says,"hidup xkan nk selalu kat atas je...once in a life mesti jatuh gak...if not manusia xkan sedar sejauh mane die melangkah...in a right path or wrong ones..".btul kt die tuh....i'm very thankful to Allah to be who i am now...abg Bul pnah cakap..."thing do happens with its own hikmah"...i accept my kekurangan diri n also kelebihan diri sendiri...manusia tak sama...everyone have their own kelebihan...n my keistimewaan yg rarely ade kt org lain...what???haha...my blood type!believe me.
life is beautiful.....dyana says.."life wud always b beautiful as long as i want it to b beautiful"...u're ryte dear!absolutely ryte!..n azmir says..."we create our own life...if we want it to be great,then we make it great...".cik afzan says,"...life is an opportunity to love,to care,to smile and to be thankful for what we r today...".being 20++ i reallize dat there were a lot of people who had taught me what life is about....n how we want it to be...u tell me...!

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